Selamat hari merdeka ke 58 Malaysia!
Nothing to say about the independent day though in reality few things happened.
Cuti merdeka kali ni berlainan sikit dengan tahun sebelumnya. Kalau sebelum2 ni ada kat sekitar selangor je tahun terkeluar jauh sikit. Masih segar dalam ingatan tahun 2013 haritu, cuti merdeka aku,syud and fiza berjogging kat kat tasik putrajaya dari jambatan wawasan ke jambatan gemilang yg niat asalnya nak join maraton tapi tak sangka janji melayu haritu betul2 pukul 6 start.haha. tge next day kitorang panjat plak bukit broga kat semenyih amik gamba sweet2 gitu. 2014 plak lepas wan meninggal hampir semua anak cucu and menantu atok berkumpul kat pantai morib sambil berbeku (bbq) and kitorang yang bawah 30tahun ni pergi ke tengah laut yang da surut air tu main game kitorang masa kecik dulu which are baling selipar and galah panjang. What a precocious memory back then.
2015. I did journey to the south, attending my ex-housemate wedding. Along the way which I'm travelled alone its happened many time my memory flashed my moment with atok... Our last jouney to the south after wan passed away. Before i realized only penang kedah kelantan and perlis I can go without remember anything about my life with atok.
The next day, I've had climbed my first mountain named Gunung Datuk at Negri Sembilan. Even though it has 'datuk' in its name but it not even bother me since I was excited as well as 'mental' climbed it. Well I can write this entry as soon as today meaning that I'm stil alive..haha
And also today, woke up in the morning i just put everything in my bag and drove to breakfast stall which me and atok used to go before and I had pay my grandparent's grave a visit after month not doing that.
Later as tears in my eyes while read tahlil, it was a justification that I'm not yet accept this fate..even though I want to.
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